I Can Write It Better Than You Ever Felt It

22^nd Mar 2010

Monday // 4pm // 2 years ago

Lovies<3

I am so lucky to have such amazing people in my life. I want you all to know I appreciate every little smile you manage to put on my face. Also, know that I care and love all of you. Not a day goes by where I’m not thinking about at least a few of you!

Some of you are right down the street; some of you live far away; some of you I hardly see and some of you I’ve yet to meet face to face, but I consider all of you my friends<3

I thought I’d go down the list and let you all know what you mean to me.

ALYSSA: You are ALWAYS the one I text, tweet or call when there’s some exciting news - from a @thebiggerlights tour to something on #glee to me eating an amazing slice of pizza. We’ve been friends since eight grade and I remember how me you and Colleen used to giggle and quote School of Rock until everyone in homeroom would beg us to SHUT THE HELL UP. 

We’d have sleepover almost ever weekend. We’d talk on the phone for four hours about NOTHING but still manage to crack each other up……hell, we still do!! :) You’re the one that gets to see my hyper, silly, goofball self (NARF!) and I love it. You even let me talk in my faux southern accent for hours without killing me. We always have fun together and although we fight a lot, we both know we love each other LOADS and that will never change.

KATE: You are ALWAYS there with an ear and a shoulder to cry on and that seriously means THE WORLD. We know everything about each other; to the point where we call each other our out walking/breathing diaries. It’s amazing that I have a person that will listen and not judges me - no matter what. You took an AMAZING turn from homophobic to helping me find cute girls when I came out as bi-sexual. To me it PROVES that you accept me no matter what. We went through a REALLY rough patch and even stopped being friends and I NEVER want to go back to that. I need you in my life. I have never laughed, cried, yelled and LIVED more with anymore else as much as I have with you. I am proud to call you my best friend.

MIKKI: You are ALWAYS there when I need help. you’re so kind and giving and my only friend that loves Disney as much as I do. You’re cool shit, don’t ever change :)

KATIE CRONIER: You CRACK ME THE FUCK UP more than ANYONE. You seriously always make me laugh and smile. The night me, you, Alyssa and Sarah spent in CT overnight for the @thebiggerlights show is seriously one of my fondest memories (“And Bambi comes out and is all “where’s my mom…?”) <3

MACY: you are such an amazing, strong person and I seriously look up to you. I don’t think any of us can forget the snow storm we all drove through to get to my house after the @thebiggerlights show in CT, but eating pizza and joking around while lounging around was worth it. It was awesome to see you and Lizzie and hopefully I’ll see you in the summer! :)

LIZZIE: you are one of the sweetest people I know and your heart is so caring <3 You’re beautiful insides and out and I’m SO sorry you’re going through a rough time right now. You don’t deserve it. you are in the my thoughts everyday. I love you, girl :) Hope to see you this summer!

PIZZI: “Hey, are you new here?” Those words you CLAIM you regret :) I, unfortunetly, don’t get to see you much, but one of my fondest memories is the day we spent together when we saw Fall Out Boy in Boston and met Angie for the first time :) Such a good day!

ANGELA: You are one of my favorite people to see concerts with and you ALWAYS manage to crack me up - from making funs of fangirls to Ryan-Ross-crack-jokes. Love you! <3

Lastly, my favorite #GLEEKS! Casey, Chance, Spencer, Oscar, Kait, Kathleen, Kortney, Alvie, Nic, Gabi and Jack.

CASEY: You are so nice and cool<3 (I’m still totally jealous of your Finn/Kurt shirt ;)

CHANCE: YOU CRACK ME UP. I can’t text, IM or tweet you without laughing out loud and looking crazy. You are also so SWEET and nice :) You’re a great guy <3 I love you!

SPENCER: (spencer wencer!) you’re another one that cracks me up! Also, we had a tweet-a-long to Camp which is epic because nobody else ever knows what that even is!  hahaha! <3

ALVIE: One of my newest Gleek friends :) you’re so sweet and you act so that totally makes you awesome in my book! AND you like my fanfiction!<3

GABI: Another fairly new gleek friend! You’re so cool, girl! :)

NIC: SO excited for @gleetour with you!! WOOTWOOT! <3

KATHLEEN: If I had to pick one word to describe you, it’d be SWEETHEART! :) Also, you post lots of #glee pictures and that is VERY okay in my book ;) I loved our stickam chat/ustream chat last night <3 You’re the best!! Love you!!

JACK: You’re so nice <3 Also, I LOVE your “Don’t Stop Believing” video SO MUCH. You’ve got talent. Keep with it! :)

OSCAR: Glee, Harry Potter, The Beatles….? You have GREAT taste, my friend :) Can’t WAIT to take over the Big Apple with you and Kait :) <3

KAITLYN (Kait/Kit Kat): My beautiful wife ;) you’re precious, lovebug. I can’t wait to see you and Oscar this summer. You’re the BEST <3

Now a little shout-out to my friends that WON’T see this but deserve to be mentioned: Danny, Donny, Meg, Mike, Kelsey, Alex, Matty Kron, Mark <3

I LOVE YOU ALL! <3 Thanks for everything!